Showing posts with label Summer Heat Florida Endless Hate Don't Like Feedback Loop In Real Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Summer Heat Florida Endless Hate Don't Like Feedback Loop In Real Life. Show all posts

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Summer Heat Feedback Loop

Summer has decided to stick around for quite a while longer than what it should have here (really, Florida? Nearly October and we're still getting 90-degree weather?),  I have had quite a while to analyze my behavior to this oh-so-disgustingly-hot season.


As I had shared before, I'm not a big fan of sunlight. I'm pretty much pale-by-choice. Or by genetic inheritance of vampiristic traits :P (if you don't get that joke please read this , I'm quite proud of how that particular blog :) ).


In any case, I've noticed that this dislike of sunlight is exclusive to when I'm outdoors. When I'm stuck inside, my human instincts kick in and I seem to be very, very pleased at the sun shining through the window.Particularly so when indoors includes air-conditioning. So, while staring happily at the sunny world outside, I begin to have some sort of summer-fever. Somehow, I forget all my better sense and I can't help the desire to go outside and bask under sunlight and summery stuff.










In my mind, it will all work wonderfully and I'll spend a marvelous time outside just enjoying summer.


In reality, though...























You'd think that after endless months of summer, I would have learned already; but both reactions are so intrinsically instinctual that I really can't help myself. Just a few hours later, I find myself at the first step all over again...